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Here at JUXT we are always looking for ways to make our experience with photography more personal. There is a ever-present dialogue behind every photo we take, even if we don’t share it openly.  We have decided to embark on a new adventure here at JUXT. We are stepping out of our comfort zones to share our craft and our hearts behind our shots and we are asking you to join us. If you are a JUXTER feel free to join the conversation here by posting your own blog entry.  If you are an IGer or on EyeEM or Tadaa feel free to post there, but please let us know  so we can take part in your conversation also.

Every two weeks I will post a new theme for us. You can then go out and find a photo that speaks to the theme. When you post here or on another site please include what the theme means to you, a story, or a memory associated with the theme. Look at it as a place to let your mind wander 🙂 The theme will always be
posted  under the title SHOW AND TELL

The theme this time is LAUGHTER. This theme will go on for the next two weeks.  Take your time. Think it over. Find the perfect shot. Then come and share. We can’t wait to hear what you have say.

•on IG use the tag #showandtell_1
•on EyeEm post under the tag Showandtell
•on Tadaa i will post the challenge on my feed  Annacox and you can respond to it.

 

My show and tell

Laughter

Today was the first day I have felt like myself in a long time. I have been overwhelmingly sad for a few months. The cloud that has overtaken me is due in part  to pregnancy and the after math and also because I was getting ready to be responsible for another little person. Don’t get me wrong I am incredibly thankful for my baby boy, it’s just change and sometimes change is scary.   I am still unsure if I can be a good mom to two boys but I believe we don’t receive more than we can handle so I rest in that fact daily.
Today I felt courageous so we headed to the park where my oldest son proceeded to make a million friends and roll in the dirt to his hearts content. I sat quietly by and watched him play, my heart singing every time a smile crossed his face. He is my first great love and I would lay my life down for him. Beside the playground, there were rows and rows of paddle boats. He sat in the boat paddling and paddling but because they were chained to the dock he made little progress. If it was me sitting in that boat, I would have gotten frustrated for lack of progress but he was content to just sit and paddle. He played an imaginary game shooting other ships and sword fighting with pirates. Watching him play, I alternately laughed and cried. He is such a beautiful boy with a huge imagination.  Sitting on the bank, I decided I may be sad today and tomorrow but that boy on the dock will be my smile when I can’t. He will be my imagination when my mind is clouded. Most importantly, when I forget how to laugh I can just watch him. He will teach me .  I may not be making any progress today but tomorrow it may be different. And if it’s not, I’ll let the boy laugh long and hard for me. And that will just be okay

 

xoxo Anna

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